Another day ends without me selling

I got to see my puts in BIDU sink to really sickening levels.  I watched JCP go over $51, making my Feb08 $45 puts worth less than clicking a button to sell them.  And of course, C isn’t going anywhere near my calls of $30.  So I didn’t sell.  Again.

Instead I’m here to say that I haven’t been focusing my frustration with trading against anyone, because, well.. I’m an ass when I’m happy, imagine what happens when I’m not happy.

Let me share something with you all that I haven’t told anyone else, ever, in my entire life…

“lafshjkasghslkjafjlskjflkflksdjflksfjlh”

That’s it.  I swear, I have never told that exact thing written above to anyone else.  Ever.  I might not ever do it again either.  Usually I’m too respectful of my keyboard to commit such a heinous action.  But today warrants it.

I didn’t see anything going my way, even when things started to go my way.  I should learn patience, that would have kept me much higher in profit and lower in attitude.

F’ it.  It is what it is.  Whatever it is.